Revisiting My Life.

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Sebenernya gue bukan tipe orang yang suka ngomongin kehidupan pribadi gue di media sosial.


Kurang dari dua menit, gue menyadari, kalimat yang gue tulis di atas itu berbanding terbalik sama kenyataan. Ya, gue doyan banget curcol. Dimana pun. Kapan pun. dan sama Siapa pun. Salah satu korban kecurcolan gue adalah blog ini sendiri.

Jadi guys, gue pengen curhat.

Mau dengering nggak?

Niatnya gue nulis postingan ini pakai bahasa inggris biar kelihatan melankolis gitu. Tapi apa daya bahasa inggris gue pas-pasan, ya sudahlah gue tulis pakai bahasa seadanya saja.

Btw aneh juga ya mau curhat perlu pembukaan gini? *alah emboh*

Eeeeeng.......

Yeah, in my early twenties, I have been thinking a lots about myself.

What I have done.

What I want.

How's my life.

Am I happy.

Could I be in love.

Should I marry one day.

Should I give up.

Am I normal person.

Do I have mental issues.

Ada masa dimana gue sedih, nangis, dan pengen kabur ketika gue lagi sendiri. Tapi ketika ketemu orang-orang gue bisa balik ketawa-ketiwi lagi. Am I normal? Atau benar orang-orang memang hidup dengan topengnya masing-masing? Ya termasuk gue juga sih.

My life seems pretty normal outside.. But not inside.

When my anger has reached the peak, I become heartless person, emotionless, heartbroken but I won't anyone see. Just some people can see who really I am.

I am at that awkward age. Half of my friend prepare for their future career, relationship or anything else. But I still act like a little kid. Going out with lots male friends.

I hate relationship. I can't believe in someone else so I can't be in love with someone. I used to think that I could live alone in my whole life.

Am I normal?

Gue balik bertanya pada diri gue sendiri. Bagaimana memaknai hidup dari sudut pandang gue sendiri. Doing what I like is freedom. Liking what I do is happiness.

Am I Living A Normal Life?

Absolutely. Yes.  I aCompletely Okay with It.

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